i've had enough

I’m so sick and tired of all this bullshit.
One more time, and I will simply lose it.
Sick of smiling while I bleed from within.
Tired of being with you through thick and thin.
Even after all the things that we’ve been through,
Sometimes I wonder if I even know you.
I had no feelings towards u, neither love nor hate
So I took a deep breath and resigned myself to fate.
Being with each other till death do us part
Will never work out, as I knew from the start.
I thot that over time , love could be bred
But all I feel towards you now is hatred
All those stupid things that u do and u say
Stand out more starkly with each passing day.
Till the point has arrived when I find u repulsive
If it’s u I have to live with, then i'd rather not live.

there and back again

there and back again

My eyes if they so desire
Can see the world without the fire
Can see just all the ice and find
Infinite solace and peace of mind.
But soon ,of course, the mind will bore
And dream of the fire in the days of yore
And I will search all through the dark
To find something to set off the spark.
And with that spark, my eyes will light
Dance riotously all through the night
Move like a wild beast that’s hard to tame
Then flicker and fade like away like a flame.
Then, when that flame is all put out
I’ll rub my eyes and glance about
And feel slicing, freezing pain
And ice is all I’ll see again